Coming Down From This Cloud

I just want this pain to go away 

So I’ll just swallow

If I don’t come round again tomorrow 

Just know I never meant no harm

I’ve just been feeling this way for far too long

I need a few hours to rest and keep away

Disengage from this torment guilt and shame

Because I’ve become a slave 

And thought I’ve tried to be brave 

I’m dropping this heavy bag from my shoulder

I’m tired from suffering in silence whilst playing the joker

Il be awake the whole night through 

If I don’t swallow to block out visions of you

I’ve failed to tie up the loose ends of my life 

And I’ve been coming down from this cloud for far too long