Angry energy
For which there is plenty
The only power to hand
Though deceiving
Deception within disguise
Purposely conveying cold blank eyes
Hidden agendas
Choke on your own medicine
See how it feels
Ambiguous coincidence encounters
With forced presence
To feed in the harsh essence
The pretence
Of irrelevance
For which I don’t quite believe
Who knows
Who cares
I’m not a mind reader
Though if looks could kill
He’d stare me out
Let me burn
See me dead
See me to my grave
Spit and dance on my land
Riddled with irritation
With a back drop of moving pictures
Harmony falling apart
Like that of a cheap film set
Once formidable
In wreck and ruin
Metaphorically reduced bare
And there’s no meaningful conversation there
Anymore
Empty hours
With nothing to do
Except restlessly sit incensed smouldering with flash backs of you
Zeolously held hostage
Obediently
For what now seems like an eternity
The clock ticks slow
Move it along
With hardous hard labour
Which has more appeal
Than to watch time congeal
To the sucker of soul
Left alone with bothersome mindfulness
That never leaves me alone
Relieve the tediousness
With packets of silver foil
It has no bright glare anymore
Frustration compels
To try again
Finally
The witching hour
Escape from repetitive slave talk squalor
Inside the book
Sink
Down
Down
Down
Into oblivion
Still
Love is it’s own reward
Are you with her tonight
Did you take her back to our old bed
Did you fill her head
With the things you said
To me
When we were just seventeen
And in love
La la la la
I’m in love
a glimmer of hope
oh what that means to me
it’s immeasurable in it’s consolation
I’ve waited so long
inexhaustible endurance
faith in what will be
composure in juxtaposition with dejection
as my insides burn with melancholy
suspicion
lends a sinister hand
to ominous
movable type
questionable motives
the originator
of the pilgrimage to my final resting place
of pinning and grief
I vow
this is not how our story will end
crippling inside
every time you go by
appearances are irrelevant
I see only what I know
and what I know is
I love you
Oh velvet sky
Silver stars
Stalking thee
Hungrily
The restless energetic hours
Creatively peace devoured
Surging ones heart with fearful dread
With ones over flowing spinning head
The high anxiety of the approaching waking hour
To walk out exquisite
With a spring of summer
Happily motherly to triumph
And never fall
Velvet sky
Stalking thee
Strike me down
Condemnn me to the lesser evil please
Sleeping through
Lost summer sun
Youthfulness
Vitality
For which there is none
No will to rejoice
In Gods glorious day
Scorned by loved ones
For ruinous play
Retreat to static solitude
I can’t dance
I can’t run
Surrender away from the seldom sun
I wave the white flag
Lay perfectly still
Soon to dwell
Beneath velvet skies
And silver stars
Two people
In daily grind
It’s how we deal with life
Seeing you
Seeing me
Pacifying this monkey
Who follows me
Clinging to my back
Without pity or sympathy
Wondering who
I could be
Without this monkey
On my back
It’s a full time job
To play both parts
Laying foundations
He tells of his life
Bares his soul
Troubles and strifes
Confiding in thee
Hustling to plant the seed
Watch it flourish into
Glorious wings of gems of truth and trust
Never to feel reason to question or distrust
He believes in us
So begins a love story
With a back drop of rivers of milk and honey
Spell bound and compelled to sin
Pleasures of the flesh are forbidden
Therefore tempting
The explosion and ecstasy ignites
Vainglory
Ones conceit
And ones egotism
A fool to charismatic well laid plans
And well timed false sentiment
You are his light in his darkness
And by now you are powerless
Extracted your weaker nature
A slave to the envy that drives you away
Closer to what’s true
He has limited time for you
So begins the descend
It’s futile to try apprehend
There’s no time to catch your breath
When reality rolls roaring across the ocean
Of this once enchanting fairy tale
No apologies
Just ruin
Rips through
What once was
And the sadness of what could have been
The kick in the guts
And shame
When common sense prevails
It was never written
It was wishful thinking
Being dragged
Kicking and screaming
Your humiliated and guilty
Drowning in shame
Bedded by the devil
Who remains the orchestrator
Of the sweetest tune
You’ll want to kill yourself
Your the queen of his world
The centre of his universe
Or that’s what
He’ll have you believe
Then he’ll bring you to your knees
You’ll sink into the ground
You’ll want to kill yourself
Don’t say
I didn’t warn you
Like others before
‘You’
Will ignore
The warning signs
It starts with
‘meaningful conversation‘
Hold me down
Push my face in the water
Watch me suffocate
I stopped breathing
Long ago
It’s crawling up my legs
Intoxicates my skin
Never let’s me be still
Like vines growing up the tower wall
Overgrown with my goodwill
I can be there for you
I sacrifice myself
Fall down from the sky
This is not my goodbye
Though I’ll drown if I stay
Tomorrow is a fresh day
I’m brand spanking new
In offering and good grace
Craving just a taste of sweet
A slither
It holds no intension of harm
It can be a fantasy of high tea indulgence
My lips are sealed
Now come feast with me
Scurry through towns and cities
With icing smeared boldly over your face
Your weakness exposed
Debauch
Sink low
And binge
Until it makes you sick
Time falls through your finger tips
Like sand
Consuming all thoughts
Every second of the day
Almost golden with shame
From your selfish gluttony
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